mmmmm.

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 16:13:10 GMT

I am exactly who I want to be.

my brothers in colombia !
:[

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 15:47:07 GMT

I got a puppy, hes seven weks old, but I got him about a week ago.

He's fucking adorable.
I'm happy.

Sat, 08 Nov 2008 03:59:11 GMT

me and paul hang out a lot.

I was over his house and his mom asked him if he wanted to join the family for dinner for his g-father and he was like "no, I dont think so"

and then she was like "Loren, would you like to come with us?"

so I went, and it was really nice, and they're all really great people.
I like spending time with paul, but I dont love him, he doesnt make my heart beat faster.
I wish he did, he's a great person, and he's shown how much he cares for me a number of times.

IhateyougarthIcantbringmyselftoletanyoneelseintomydamsoulbecauseyouvemademesoscared.

"And I'm placing all our pictures, in these broken frames to remind me never fall in love again"
-Away We Go, Valencia

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 15:14:59 GMT

I have no idea what I want in this lifetime.

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 17:26:18 GMT

my parents have lost all sense of trust in me.

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 00:28:49 GMT

a glimpse into my life;

::Math teacher is passing out papers, suddenly stops at one and makes a face like her just smelled something rancid::

Mr. Boles : Mole-ay? Who is Mole-ay?
Molly : It's Molly Mr. Boles, its Molly..

::loren dies from lack of air from laughing::

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 20:34:13 GMT

I love school.

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 18:55:25 GMT

I HAD THE BEST TIME LAST NIGHT!

mkay, so theres this girl named stephanie at work and she was having a party and she invited all us girls from work, me, cheyney, petra. (both girls are black)

Right before my shift ended, this boyyyyyy texted me!
we hung out last weekend and it was fun and so he asked me to stop by the walk and I was like alright, so I decided I would stop by prior to meeting up with the girls from work.
I did and it was sweet. I left after about an hour.

So we all meet up at petras house, I've got my skinny jeans on, a lacey gray top and a pair of black strappy sandals. A little out of my comfort zone but hey, these girls are a little different than my normal friends, lol.
We ll drive out and its this fucking like..black walls, neon colors techno music party.
It was awesome!!!!!

Petras like "Girl, I dont dance unless its booty poppin' music"
It was so funny, but we left after about an hour, lol.
And then I was like
"well Im going to go back to the walk to meet up with my friend"

and theyre like "whats the walk?"
"#$^%&(^*#@^%^& ?????"

So I decide to take them, lol.
And two of petras urban friends meet us there, it was the shit, lol.
they were like "So this da spot?"
and I was like "HAHA! YES THIS IS DA SPOT!"

Boy was there and so was jackie and this other kid danny and we all hun gout and then out of fucking no where these kids run up to us and theyre like

"Play us something sweet"
and we ended up fucking like..screaming the glorious words of brand new and tbs.
It was an awesome night!

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 01:29:08 GMT

I think the reason why its so much easier to be mad at the ones you trust is, is because, you always know they'll love you at the end of it all.

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 16:25:46 GMT

I GAVE SOMEONE MY NUMBER!
AND WE'RE HANGING OUT TONIGHT!

:]

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 19:31:17 GMT

HE THREW A FOOTBALL AT ME!

HE THREW ONE AT ME!
FOR ME TO CATCH, OR THROW, OR NOTICE HIM!

we were at the beach and this cute boy with a cast who I am completley convinced went to my elementary school was passing the ball with his friends and he totally threw it near me and ward totally fucking took it and threw it back!

WTF WARD?@!

I feel better every day.

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 04:21:42 GMT

tonight was awesome!

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 02:57:43 GMT

So, I think I went on a double date last night..

I'm nopt sure yet.

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 16:50:25 GMT

last night, was exactly what I needed.

I laughed, a lot,
and that is perfect.

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 04:34:00 GMT

I'm excited for school to start.

At work, there are always construction workers there like painting and doing what they do I suppose and there are two who are actually very cute and yesterday one of them smiled at me, and even though he's in his late twenty's and guys arent on my mind at the moment at all, it kinda made me feel better I guess.

In the sense that I'm not that bad, I'm worth a smile to a complete stranger and that makes me a little happier.

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 00:29:49 GMT

work is HARD!

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 01:46:12 GMT

I love Breanna Mitcham & Alex Petakas

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 04:01:42 GMT

I kinda miss how things were pre-world war "your boyfriends an asshole!"

:/

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 15:22:01 GMT

I have beautiful friends.

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 00:15:02 GMT

I'm tired of being here.

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 02:42:12 GMT

I just saw the premiere of Camp Rock.

I hate them, all of them.
Except the Jonas Brothers, they're actually talented.

When I see those kids, I cant help but feel like, feel like I could do every motion, every step, sing every note and act every emotion so much better thn them. It's such an empty feeling.
These kids, they're there because they're priviliged.
The have affluent parents who pull strings in and out.

Its so hard to swallow, MY PARENTS ARE NORMAL PEOPLE!
They dont have money to get me an angent!
They dont have money to send me off to L.A. for open casting calls.

Its so frustrating.
I feel it in my bones, it's what I'm meant to be doing.
overandout.

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 19:10:53 GMT

I signed up for my classes today.

English 101
College Algebra (fuck me hard)
American History
and my college courses areeeee

Sociology and Intro to Public Speaking..

I dont speak for the public, I only sing for them. bitch!

I took an 8am class too, I figured there'd be much smaller amounts of kids and I at am, I dont have the energy to think about anything but whats in front of me, plus, I get out an hour earlier, around 3 so I'm excited to see how it all pans out.

fridays I get like a 4 hour break so I'll be at charter at some point.

August 14 - orientation
August 18 - the big day
overandout.

ADDITION!
I JUST GOT MY LICENSE!
:]

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 16:10:54 GMT

does this make me charter alumni?

when mrs webb calls up for her alumni to come and sing with her at
the chorus winter concert, am I allowed to go up?

Mrs helliker gave me a rock, it was really sweet.
(she gives us good luck stones before every big competition or performance)
I'm ready for this.

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 00:04:27 GMT

Having bronchitis sucks.

Thu, 15 May 2008 19:27:40 GMT

I'm not going to charter next year.
Im officially going to the college academy at BCC.

I was estatic when I found out.
Its what I wanted.
My life at charter ended on a powerful, and beautiful note.
What I had worked for, I got. I recieved the highest honor at
state thespian competition and I got the part I deserved in the
spring show. I went out of my own comfort zone and tried my
hand at cheerleading and learned a shitload. Plus, a varsity
letter :] I got close to the kids I wanted to, and enjoyed those
seniors and the few sophomores I actually care about. It's time.

I told jackie this last year
"No matter where you go, if your real friends, you'll still keep in touch"

I really beleive those words, and I'm sticking to them.
Congrats to the class of 2008, you guys pretty much did it.